Well, no one asked a question on the last thing. That’s ok. I really didn’t expect any one to. Because most people probably do what I do…read someones thing, but don’t leave any comments. That’s ok too. Thanks to my stats page, I know people are looking at this thing, so I guess I’ll keep trying to come up with something to put on here, then maybe one day I’ll get lucky and get a comment.
But anyways, enough about that. Well, life can be kinda weird at times. There are times when you wanna just sit and think about things. Then you’re just left wondering what’s going to happen next. This is where I’m at right now. There are some things going on that I wish I knew how they were going to turn out. But, I don’t. This is what I’m learning: TRUST GOD. BE PATIENT. WAIT.
For me, this is hard. Extremely hard. I like to plan ahead, know what’s going to happen next, and know what’s going to happen three weeks from now. But the reality is I don’t know what’s going to happen next. I don’t know how things are going to turn out. I never will know either. So, I’m learning to pray and let God lead me. I’m learning to remember that he knows how everything will turn out, he knows what’s going to happen next, and he knows what’s best for me. He knows what’s on my heart. He knows how I feel about things, and how I want things to turn out. But, I also know he can see ahead and I can’t. So for now, I’m learning to trust in him, and wait for him to show me the answers I need. It’s hard I will adimt. But, I know that if it’s supposed to happen, it will happen. Because God knows the desires of my heart and so for now I will “Delight yourself in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.”-Psalm 37:4
Also, I’m learning not to rush things, or try to change things, or manipulate things to make them like I want them to be. This kind of goes along with the above, but once again I wish so bad I could make things turn out like I want them to. That I could just ask the questions I need to ask, find out what I need to find out, and know everything I need to know. But this is not how it works. Just because I want something to turn out one way, does not mean it will turn out that way. And once again, God knows how I feel about everything. So, as hard as it may be, I must learn to “Wait for the Lord. Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.” Psalm 27:14
